|The Greatest and Worst day ever.
||[Jun. 2nd, 2004|06:11 pm]
|||||linkin park- crawling||]|
Okay! I'm so fucking happy right now! It's so amazing. I had THE GREATEST FUCKING TIME EVER! My day at school SUCKED but after school was so fucking GREAT. OMG. okay, here's what happened:
Well...in the morning I was so trashed/wasted. It was interesting. It's always interesting while your trashed at school. You know who your real friends are because they make sure that you don't fuck up. lol. My friends are AMAZING. I LOVE THEM SO DAMN MUCH!!!
Okay...in 2nd period through about till 6th period, I was so fucking mad. I was so grrr. I mean really REALLY REALLY mad. I had to leave every class period to go into the bathroom and cry. I cried in am.cultures period also. Right in my fucking seat. yeah. I was mad because of a note I read. Just actually knowing that that person doesn't care, hurts. So yeah, I was so furious. Anger+drunk= not good. Yeah, I was okay by...about 6th period/lunch. I had enough alchol to completely just numb over I think. I don't know. I think I was just exhausted so I didn't have enough energy left to be angry. It's all good.
Okay, my happy part of the day!!! We were all gonna go to open library (me,dashonda,amy,amanda,and max) but it was closed. So we all went to amaco, we smoked (not max) (good boy lol). We were just fooling/messing around. Just the normal friends stuff which I've missed so much. It's the greatest feeling in the world just to be with the people you actually love. Not a relationship love, just a mutual love. omg, it's the greatest thing in THE WORLD. Then we went back to the school and hung out in the parking lot.Bryce came along and hung out with us. Fun fun fun. I tried to ride his bike but...uhhh...I don't exactly know how to ride a bike. lol...seriously. I have the GIST of it. I'm just...wobboly. hahaha. Amy went home and we said hi to amy's pappa. He's really awesome. I love amy's family. She's got such a great family. I love amy. Amy's my first girl kiss! lol. Alittle later (about 5:30) max's dad pick me and him up. I HAD THE GREATEST TIME EVER.
ps.- I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS. THEY MEAN THE ABSOLUTE WORLD TO ME.
ps.2-brian piper wasn't here today. I haven't talked to him in almost a week.
ps.3- I haven't talked to paul in a long time. I miss him.
love (again), nikki